Sunday, October 25, 2009

Surrendering to God

Good Morning,
I took this picture in Corona del Mar, the day I put Rory on the plane to Vegas. I feel like the rock looks like a cat looking out to the ocean to see what is coming.
Yesterday was an overall good day. I worked alot on my photos and spent some time on the computer. Marissa had to be at work at 12:30, so the girls and I went out to lunch and then she went to work and Mari and I went to Target and did some shopping and had fun looking at Halloween stuff. Came home and did house stuff, picked up Marissa and came back home for the rest of the day. Rory got called into work. YEA!
As I think I said before, when Rory spent the $2800 in Vegas, that brought all of the memories from back in 1990, when he first started gambling. He would be gone over night and would make up excuses of where he was. Yesterday, I was going through a box of my dad's records from the last 3 years of his life. We were going through financial horrors at that time and I was also losing my best friend. It was a difficult time and all of those memories have been coming back. I feel very insecure. I just have to trust in God, as I know He is taking care of me.
Moving forward. Trudi