Sunday, August 23, 2009

This is the day that the Lord has made

Good Morning,

As I was doing my morning quiet time, two scriptures came to mind, Phillipians 4:6-7, says that we are not to be anxious about anything, but be in prayer and thanksgiving and present your request to God and we will have the peace of God, which will guard your hearts and minds. The other verse was in Phllipians 4:13, which says that I can do everything through Him, who gives me strength.

I need to remember this in my new adventure with finding what I should be doing. Last night, I had a heated discussion with Rory. He wants to hire a personal assistant to do everything for him, as if we can afford it. I am his personal assistant. I have to accept that he is not motivated to do anything, except sit around and watch TV and go out and have a good time. He really does not want to work. I am angry, because I wanted him to be like my dad and have some motivation and be a couple who is in this life 50-50. I need to accept that it is not going to be this way. I need to accept that we have the money for me to stay home, as right now I do not think I have the energy to have a paying job and take on anything more. I am going to enjoy my girls and my new found interest in photography. Thank you Janean for all your help.

Off to enjoy the day. Trudi