Thursday, August 27, 2009

A new day, a new class

Good Morning all,

Mari and I start our photography class today. It has been a busy week. Rory is having some dental work done this morning.

I went to mid week share for CR last night. Something that has been hitting me is that I have close friends and I have people who are acquaintances or who I know, but I am not close to. It is still hard for me to get close to people for fear of getting hurt. I am also working on grief. I don't know that I have worked through the death of my dad, who I was very close to, or the feelings I have about the lack of relationship I have with my husband. Lately, I have had a couple of people, who I feel are close friends move away. I struggle with letting my daughters go and live their own lives. The three of us are close. I know I can still talk to the two people who have moved away, but I guess I feel numb about them leaving. I don't know that I really know what I do feel. I know I really enjoy taking pictures and I enjoy exploring and learning new places and new things. Still need to process these things. I have counseling tonight, so will have to go over this with her.

Enjoy your day and make time for God. Trudi