Good Morning, 
It is Saturday and my girls 21st b-day.  I can't believe it has been 21 years.  I remember the day they were born.  
Yesterday was a hard day.  Someone I recently met has been texting me and I feel is very demanding.  I don't need someone else who is demanding.  I know this person has some medical problems and is not going to be living very much longer.  I try to be compassionate, but it comes back in my face that it is not my fault.  I am not sure what to do with this relationship.  
Rory was complaining about the  lunch we made for him yesterday and that it was not perfect.  I am so tired of being his servant.  Later yesterday afternoon I told him that I was fed up with his anger and I am tired of being his servant.  It went on from there.  I am tired of the verbal and emotional abuse.  I am going to start going for some real counseling, rather than lay counseling.  
The girls and I went to Islands for dinner and then Mari and I went to CR last night and the message was on forgiveness.  
It is the girls day today, so we will see what we do.  


 
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