Saturday, September 5, 2009

Happy Birthday Girls

Good Morning,
It is Saturday and my girls 21st b-day. I can't believe it has been 21 years. I remember the day they were born.
Yesterday was a hard day. Someone I recently met has been texting me and I feel is very demanding. I don't need someone else who is demanding. I know this person has some medical problems and is not going to be living very much longer. I try to be compassionate, but it comes back in my face that it is not my fault. I am not sure what to do with this relationship.
Rory was complaining about the lunch we made for him yesterday and that it was not perfect. I am so tired of being his servant. Later yesterday afternoon I told him that I was fed up with his anger and I am tired of being his servant. It went on from there. I am tired of the verbal and emotional abuse. I am going to start going for some real counseling, rather than lay counseling.
The girls and I went to Islands for dinner and then Mari and I went to CR last night and the message was on forgiveness.
It is the girls day today, so we will see what we do.